Summer days, drifting away.
Hoenstly, this was one of the best summers of my life. Now, everything is changing and I can’t stand it. Why can’t people stay the same? Why can’t relationships just work out? Why do people have to leave? Why are friends fake? I don’t have the answers to any of these but I ask myself the same questions every day. What if I’m just wasting my time? What if I am just there to fill the void until something “better” comes along. I am sick and tired of laying down rules and “monitering” certain individuals lives. Just tell me straight up how it is so I can deal with it. There is no point in going behind my back trying to hide stuff. If you don’t want it how you said you want it and if you don’t want it how I want it, then get the hell out of my life. I am done wasting time with people. If people don’t make time for me, I won’t make time for them. People are gonna do what they want to do regardless of how many times you ask and beg them not to. They will find a place and they will find a time to do whatever they want if they don’t care about your feelings. It’s hard when people change and you don’t know why. It’s hard when you stay the same and you can’t figure out what you’re doing wrong. It’s hard when you realize you’re losing someone you love and there is no way for you to stop it…
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